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Wednesday, December 24, 2008 - San Marcos TX

Faulty Throttle Position Sensor, December 24, 2008
Faulty Throttle Position Sensor, December 24, 2008

Travel route for the day

From Brenham TX I went

To San Marcos TX

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Night camp

Wal-Mart Parking Lot in San Marcos TX

Wal-Mart Supercenter in San Marcos TX

Wal-Mart Supercenter Store #404, 1015 Hwy 80, San Marcos, TX 78666 - (512) 353-0617

It was the Crickets

Now then: it isn't so much that one way of dying beats another, though that certainly is the case, but rather that when you KNOW the jig could be up any second or any decade -- it's the awareness that's important -- that just might make a difference. I'm like everybody else, I have these moments and then forget, lapsing back into "immortality." But there was a thing that happened in my back yard maybe 18 months before we split from Maryland that hit me as hard as seeing their president drop dead on stage must have hit those graduating seniors.

It was the crickets. I'd gone outside one warm fall evening to shut the garage door and suddenly realized I couldn't hear the crickets! No wait, I could, but only if I turned my head a certain way. Oh God, oh no: I had almost no high-frequency hearing in my right ear, or was it my left? That doesn't matter. The point is, a part of me had shut down permanently. No, it hadn't happened suddenly, but I had finally noticed, and that was hard to take. I'd never again hear crickets like I once had. Never! I walked back to the house in tears. All right, I'm sensitive. But I understood at once what all this meant.

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